ArRive PG

arrive penang at 5pm , thanks to TERRANCE ride. Once i reach home , i have chicken rice and nasi lemak , so damn full now (*_*)

You know who is the most i wanna meet , whose msg i wanna receive when my msg alert beep , whose call i wanna receive when the peerless darlin RANG ?? But i'm so dissapointed , you let me down. So, i gave u a msg , ur msg is juz as cold as i couldn't recognize that it is u who msg me. Ok , fine - if u wanna continue to be like this than its ok for me , i have no words , no comment at all. i'll grant u for what u want.

Around 8pm u juz msg me and say u gonna pass the bag for me and ask for ur mom mooncake mould. THAT'S IT?? yeah , u say u gonna pass by here cause u gonna meet ur friend at CC. OK , and once again - u got what u want.

I think i'm gonna replan everything for me , i dun wanna waste any more time .

I need someone to have a drink v me right now - gonna find my babez now

TIRED

Finally i'm going back penang now ~

I'm tired of seeing others face 'colour' and juz not be myself. Hate that feeling !! Mommy i'm home soon (*_*)

I'm lost

Juz came bek from yam cha . . . SZE HWEI yam cha ?? haha, there is no yam cha in my dictionary. Erm , what can i say - i'm 宅女 , wahaha!! I yam once a while , once a year looooo (*_>) or when my mood is - BAD

I'm confused , i'm in dilemma and i'm lost ! I'm in a real bad bad mood right now , EMO-ING !

Yeah, everytime is my fault , my wrong and yaya me me me , owes me. I'm the one who always create conflict and i'm the one who always say out the word SORRY.

Jus wanna let u know , i'm a gurl , i'm juz a normal gurl like others who also need concern , attention from their loves one. When i'm down , i need care and lurve which mean that we have to adapt to each other n so on- right? Everytime u did something wrong , you wont admit or feel sorry for what u have done. Mayb is not juz only you , this concept apply to every GUYS. You juz ignore , and don't even mention about it . Even thought u know i'm angry or sad , you dun even have the intention to explain or 'TAM' me. The best that you can do is juz let it be and SAID NOTHING - keep QUIET . I hate when someone did something wrong and juz keep quiet and as if there is nothing happen be4. WTF , it makes me more TL.

Sometime i do think , our personality really not similitude. I'm a gurl who need my lurves one to care about me and TAM and tolerate me when i'm angry . I'm dun wish to be the gurl that , u dump aside and said nothing, wait for tomorrow and 4get about what had happen yst . I'm the gurl who accept ppl talk nicely n soft to me , not roughly . You know how i felt when u juz brush off my feeling , u dint even msg or gave me a call or whatever! one word for me , SORENESS ! My heart was like cramp till the max and i juz wanna cry to let myself feel better .

I'm so sorry that i burst it out at here , i jus cant stand it anymore. I do lurve u a lot , but u hurt me a lots too , mayb without ur knowledge ?? It cant deny , u tolerate and lurve me too from what i can feel. Contradictory , from what i see sometime , my notion is that do you really lurve me or...?

Thats y i'm in a dilemma and i'm lost ~ i do appreciate this relationship but now i'm speechless