Sitting here alone thinking of my own life. When I’m in standard 6 I wish I can go for secondary life. When im in secondary life , I wish for college life. And finally in year 2005 I started my college life and in year 2008 I attend for my DIPLOMA convocation and finally I had the chance to step into UNI life. 2 years back , I was thinking , wuhoo, finally I can go KL and have my own life without parents 24-7 ’OBSERVATION’. I promise myself I will fully enjoy at there , but when I got there , it’s not what I think. I’m home sick – duh. I miss my bed , I miss my air cond , I miss my parents , I miss my baby , I miss everything in penang.
Luckily I met this guy MR LEOW , actually he is my primary friends but we never talk be4 - Lol ^^. We met during out diploma convocation at penang and he date me out when we r in kl. Yeah , he study in kl as well but in different college. No doubt , I fall for him – cuz he is good looking , tall , tough and so on and so on. WE had a great time together for almost a year , honestly those r the time that I had pass without any REGRET. Do u still remember? Every Friday after class I will go and find u , from sg long to setapak - IT cant deny that its damn FAR. U need to sit one hour bus , half and hour LRT and taxi to ur place so if its doesn’t jam u need 2 hours to reach UR place.^^ I luv every weekends u bring me out , we used to wake up early 8 in the morning and catch up the LRT and bus to reach certain destination. After shopping , we had to go back on time , usually 930 to 10 be4 we miss the last stop for LRT.
Things went smoothly until the 4th of october , u ask for break up and things never b the same again. My heart jus torn apart and no words can describe, I need u . I really dunno what happen to us , is juz like we had change after that WORDS. In this 2 years in kl , I never club , I never YC , I never hang out v friends , I jus belong to u. My MESSY life started between november to December , in this 2 months I really play till I DROP. I know u try to win my heart back after all , but I dunno I juz cant let u walk into my heart again, I feel sorry to u . Things went on more stable recently , I know there is plenty of spaces in my heart that need u to fill it up, I tend to give us a chance to start all over again. We try to put the past behind and look forward ok? I’ll promise myself to work hard and get my ACCA . U TOO ^^
Start working for 2 weeks and I wish to go back to my UNI life or what so ever , college life and its better to go back to primary, hahahaha. That is life ~
