Depressed

erghhhhhhh ~ I'm sleepless for 3 days ad, 3 hrs thn work , i'm stress stress stress. My FUCKING period is late for 1 week.SHYT!!! I mess up my FUCKING work too !! I jus need some accompany and pls b generous enough to lend me ur shoulder......

I wish u know

we are apart from each other and we do quarrel so often until both of us are so tired. No matter who is wrong in the 1^st place , I’m the one who say sorry . WHY? I’m being so tired to be the ONE to say SORRY , to ignore by U, to throw my temper on U, to Mess UP EVERYTHING!!

It’s hard to for me to tell u what I think when we have a normal chat , u juz show me ur miserable face. To be honest , it’s not a good feeling for me. I can take it for once , but not always.

I wish u can explore my heart more deeper, what I want is very simple. As u know , I’m not materialistic gurl , I never demand a single branded stuff from u. So was it so hard to show some care towards me? Pls dun deny and ignore whenever u did something wrong, face it! When u r having exam , I never make u worry. I rather stay at home, movie or study . I juz dun wan u to worry and concentrate on ur study. I know , I’m losing every single attention from u.

A single text with I LUV U, I MISS U BABE is more than enough. But ……………………

Dilemma

Well, i've gone thru a single life for this 3 months. Been to a vacation with my cousin sis, transferring of work , study , see lots of notes , done lots of calculation. I'm tired.

U see guys , one of my friend facing problem with his gurl, and guess what , he never appreciate that gurl until he lost it and now he is regret. Begging her to come back, whats the point? I really don't understand u guys. Did u think twice when u complain about ur gurl , keep jealous, control freak, luv to stay alone , a'sticky' babe and bla bla bla. And now u tell me how much u luv her and can't afford to loose her? WTF !! DAmn u guys!!

It's not late for u to beg her back, nor do something sweet for her but try to think twice, will u accept her attitude or u will still blame her on everythiing and complain to ur other gurl friends about ur gurl weaknesses? Think it be4 u made the same mistake again and hurt her again and again.

Every gurl are the same , they will jealous , is either they show it out or keep it !! Don't be so innocent to trust ur OTHER GURL FREN that they do not jealous on their bf. Yeah, they might be 100% angel in front of u , cuz both of u r not together. Thats y u will keep blaming ur own gf why she luv to jealous? It's very clear cut that , SHE LUVs u , She worry abt u , thats y there is JEALOUSY occur.

HE/SHE might be very perfect when they r not together , but once together , COMPROMISE must be taken to maintain the perfectness.

STUPID me

Every where i go i will think of u
but everywhere u go u juz think of urself

how stupid i'm
i'm wondering

do i still v u