Saturday, April 16, 2011

FAN

c , u also know wats the prob btw us. we owes quarrel on ur fren n family whn u r with thm. so y dun u change ur thought n bring me along? Y jus cant u bring me along n mix with ur fren n mix v mine too?

Have u ever treat me s ur gf , wat function u have , u will never bring me along? u nv have once invite me to dinner with ur parents. and i know ur dad dun like me s well s my income is LOW rite. He wish that u could get a better one who is someone in FAME . The way he talk and the time i greet him , he will mention something tht is hurtful. I keep it for so long cuz i love u , i dun even wan to mention about it.

Whenver there is function or family reunion , i surely invite u to enjoy v my family. It seem like im not recognize at ur side..

Frankly speaking , i change a lot for u , but u just feel that i'm not good enough. I nv demand anything from u , u only find me once / twice a week , did i argue or say anything? NEVER!!! cuz i know u r tired !!!! END up , u jus feel that i'm the creator of all those ISSUE.

I'm IMPERFECT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

why have to be this way

Quarrel again !!

You say u wanan go for a Black and white party organize by ur friend. you offer me this time to follow u , wow MIRICLE. but i noe deeply in ur heart , u wish i say i dun wanna go . AS U WISH , i rejected to follow u . i noe without me u enjoy more. But u promise me to overnite at my place after the party.

ENd up , u text me that u wish to overnite there with those guys and girls... FUCK U ...!! I wait u for 6 hours and u telling me u gonna overnite at there?

Then i start calling u up, u noted that to answer my call is PAI KUA... ur fren will stare at u , saying that u r useless cuz talking to ur own GF . WOW... wat a great friend u have.

ENd up i wait u for 7 hours n i got nothing.... not even ur company on weekends.

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

我霸道吗?

I hate when u split out those word without thinking of my feeling. SHE- IRENE – is the FUCKING gurl who called me up and SCOLD me BITCH and WARN me to stay away from U!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK , u know wats is the feeling when u pick up the phone early in the morning and get FUCK UP by SOMEONE X GF?

BARE IN MIND , she is the one who scold me for nothing , u can’t blame me for HATING HER so MUCH !

There is something arose me , why you can’t bring me to mix with ur friend , izzit I’m so ugly fat till will make u ‘loose ur’ FACE?

Sleepless night again – Sometime I do feel is there any LOVE btw U & ME or I’m jus a FUCKING SLAVE for u ? From those phrase that came out from u , I can assure that the ans is NO .

Sunday, March 13, 2011

Sze wish ........

Sze have a hectic life this few month , face with lots of issue , study , work , family. Luckily i've pass one of mine P paper , if not i will forgo my study ad. I'm so so lucky v the P1 paper, phew!!

Your examination results for the December 2010 session issued on 21-FEB-11 are:
Paper DetailsMark(%)Result
P1Prof. Acc.52Pass
P2INTCorp. Rep.37Fail

Work work work so hard the salary still ERGHHH... dun mention , it jus make me SAD , WAT a degree holder worth !!! Mom jus went for heart operation to change a mitral valve , the moment i saw her came out from operation room to ICU , my hearts was like a knife stabbing into it. I jus can't describe the pain. Just wish her recover fast and accept the valve.

Everyday work from 830 - 530pm , study at night , my time is fully occupied till i dun even have a single time to accompany my luvs one. I really feel sorry for him.

SZE wish mommy faster recover from ur heart operation. I miss ur FOOD mi , I miss whn u keep NAG NAG NAG me >_< . U promise to teach me how to cook , go on vacation and ON DIET together ^^ STAY strong and we r always beside u ....HEART u a lot - LOVE U MOMMY





He is the BOY i HEART the most ,Sze wish he pampered me like a baby gurl (not owes >_<) . Love him too @_@






Friday, March 11, 2011

SOI KAH SI

ERGHHH.........MY FUCKING toe nail comes out and keep on bleeding DAMN IT...

Ad not in a moood somemore kena this.... CB.

I jus request u to accompany me to9 , due to mom go on for operation , my mood ad so down , i jus need some accompanies . U tend to choose to meet up ur fren at AUTO CITY rather thn accompany me. THTS feeling SUCKS MAN.

SOI KAH SI SOI KAH SI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its running late , wana bring my 2 puppy pee pee ALONE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, January 28, 2011

i PHONE 5




Sze

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Happy ^^

Lao gong , Luv this photo ^^

Sze so so so happy for this weekends ^^
Thanks for bringing me for hairdo , eat kahkah , movie , shopshop - aowhhh - HAPPY ^^

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

PAIN

AV today - shit - slacking for whole day , nop, im not... im fucking PAIN

PAIN FOR whole afternoon - no ones care - no doc - no med - juz PAIN

Thought some1 will comfort me - care about me - butz - what i c is PAIN

SHIT- i juz can't stand the PAIN anymore - can u juz KNOCK me down

THANKS for ur OFFER - i really need some1 bring me for DOC



Friday, November 26, 2010

够了

不要一直在这样‘酸’我了 - 够了 !! 我的心好痛 - 我平静不下来 - 我控制不了 - 我头好痛 -我很烦 - 我压力好大 - 真的真的想放弃一切 - 可以吗?

我以为我们很幸福但原来这一切都是我单方面的想法 - 原来你是幸苦而不是幸福。

就凭你一句: 你不应该有男朋友 ! 这句真的很伤人 !

我是不是应该尊重你?

读什么书 - 完全读不进 !!

Sunday, November 21, 2010

烦啊


好烦啊 !!
好想读但心好乱噢 - 想那有的没的 - ‘踏嘛德’ !!
不想了 - 什么都不想了 !!
窝什么都不管了 !!