RESULT out jor r

4got to tell u guys the ULTIMATE RESULT reveal ad..... WE did not get into 50 finalist , most of the finalist r from IRISH of cuz , america around 6 person , 1 romania and 1 philipino. CONGRATZZZZZ!!!!!

SO sad we cant make in to 50 finalist but its k , is juz for FUN ^^ At least u try , lol !! BIG GUY , althought we cant make it to IRELAND for our wedding but i still wan my DREAM WEDDING o ~ *kekeke* * XOxo *

2 days at G-NEXT

Hmm..... Went for course held at G-NEXT on sat + sun ^^ = NO FAMILY TIME

Erm... it is so called a EDP program if i'm not mistaken. WEll, actually i'm kinda excited with this course but a bit tired and lazy cuz sat + sun is MUH day and FAMILY !! But C , i've contribute my time to u G-NEXT ~ wahahahaha!!

Well, this whole program is about planning , how to be a entreprenuer , u wanna b a employee or employer? , macam macam mia topic. But, the FUN part is we gotto play too ^^ - BREAKTHRU GAME , TALENT PERFORMANCE, DANCE and so on. The worst part is , ERGHHHH ~ I've have to dance infront of 20 ppl v my team * really SWT99 *. In my life time , i never dance infront of ppl when DAY TIME ^^ - CLUBBING not same har!! YOu have to dance v stranger and ooohhh- one word SIA SOI !! It cant deny , its FUN , i can't imagine i do dance infront of those ppl. WE have to perform, dance, SHOUT our group SLOGAN , lol - thats my 1st time too.

Luckily i have a wonderful teamate which r COLENE , BEE KEE , JANE and ME of cuz *-* . Colene talk nonestop - SIAO CHABO , bee kee is sweet , JANE is pretty- u wont blieve her eldest son is 13 now. I really do enjoy this 2 days, I learn a lots of things , sharing , I know what i want, at least i know i'm BRAVE ~ lol.

Thanks G_NEXT - it really bring me joy ^^ - keep it up

Well i have some photo , the rest of the photo have to get it from G_NEXT and i'll update soon *_*

ULTIMATE JOB IN IRELAND

Posted this video to the RUNAWAY BRIDE AND GROOM a week be4 but no time to UPDATE in my blog. I read this advertisement in news paper , was so curious and browse thru this website and found out that it is quite interesting. Therefor, me SZE HWEI start to captured video of US and present the slide show. LOL ~ The remuneration is EUR20k , haha - DREAMING!! I know its 0.0001% to get into the 10 finalist but of course i'll pray hard to WIN - If i do win MOMMY , i'll find the BEST DOC to change your VALVE to a BIOLOGICAL VALVE. ^^

TRAVELOGUE - CLICK HERE 2 RUNAWAY BRIDE & GROOM

We Love to travel as we can learn the different culture of the country, we love to taste the different variety of food and of course we can?t miss the photo taking part ^^. IRELAND? Well we never been to Ireland. Yeah , of course we will imagine how Ireland looks like? But what we can picture is that IRELAND has a beautiful seascapes, landscape , quaint villages , green countryside , IRISH pub , GUINNESS and of course the IRISH folk music. For sure IRELAND has more than what we imagine. I?m interested in some places in IRELAND which are the Cliffs of Moher, the Dublin Castle and the Giant's Causeway. I wish I were there to feel the freshness of the air , to see the Atlantic Ocean and to experience what IRELAND have. We do have our dream marriage and we plan to married in 2 years time - we wish to have our wedding abroad- But where is it? Now we have the chance to participate in the ULTIMATE JOB in IRELAND and might get the chance to work with RUNAWAY BRIDE & GROOM to explore IRELAND as well. IRELAND here we comes!!

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INTRO OF THE JOB

To celebrate the launch of Ireland’s most exciting destination wedding and honeymoon website, The Irish Times have teamed up with Runaway Bride and Groom to find the right candidate to do 6 months of research… researching the most romantic and ultimate wedding and honeymoon venues around the world - with their partner.

We are looking for the right person (and their partner) to research and test out the most romantic and ultimate wedding and honeymoon destinations all over the world and then report back with their verdict (on the place, not the partner!) to their boss, 4,000 miles away.

You will need to:

• Have good communication skills
• Be passionate about travelling
• Appreciate good service, fine dining and luxurious surroundings
• Have a friendly personality
• Be able to work on own initiative
• Know how to enjoy life
• Have good organisational skills
• Have a romantically-linked other-half, who also has the above qualifications and who is willing to accompany you on your trip (in a voluntary capacity).
  
  The Role:
• • Involves 6 months of travel
  • Remuneration: €20,000.
  • Travel and accommodation for you and your significant other to accompany you on this ‘horrendous’ assignment.

~Time pazzz so fast~

Sitting here alone thinking of my own life. When I’m in standard 6 I wish I can go for secondary life. When im in secondary life , I wish for college life. And finally in year 2005 I started my college life and in year 2008 I attend for my DIPLOMA convocation and finally I had the chance to step into UNI life. 2 years back , I was thinking , wuhoo, finally I can go KL and have my own life without parents 24-7 ’OBSERVATION’. I promise myself I will fully enjoy at there , but when I got there , it’s not what I think. I’m home sick – duh. I miss my bed , I miss my air cond , I miss my parents , I miss my baby , I miss everything in penang.

Luckily I met this guy MR LEOW , actually he is my primary friends but we never talk be4 - Lol ^^. We met during out diploma convocation at penang and he date me out when we r in kl. Yeah , he study in kl as well but in different college. No doubt , I fall for him – cuz he is good looking , tall , tough and so on and so on. WE had a great time together for almost a year , honestly those r the time that I had pass without any REGRET. Do u still remember? Every Friday after class I will go and find u , from sg long to setapak - IT cant deny that its damn FAR. U need to sit one hour bus , half and hour LRT and taxi to ur place so if its doesn’t jam u need 2 hours to reach UR place.^^ I luv every weekends u bring me out , we used to wake up early 8 in the morning and catch up the LRT and bus to reach certain destination. After shopping , we had to go back on time , usually 930 to 10 be4 we miss the last stop for LRT.

Things went smoothly until the 4^th of october , u ask for break up and things never b the same again. My heart jus torn apart and no words can describe, I need u . I really dunno what happen to us , is juz like we had change after that WORDS. In this 2 years in kl , I never club , I never YC , I never hang out v friends , I jus belong to u. My MESSY life started between november to December , in this 2 months I really play till I DROP. I know u try to win my heart back after all , but I dunno I juz cant let u walk into my heart again, I feel sorry to u . Things went on more stable recently , I know there is plenty of spaces in my heart that need u to fill it up, I tend to give us a chance to start all over again. We try to put the past behind and look forward ok? I’ll promise myself to work hard and get my ACCA . U TOO ^^

Start working for 2 weeks and I wish to go back to my UNI life or what so ever , college life and its better to go back to primary, hahahaha. That is life ~

WORKING WORKING

Juz came back from work.... juz started work one week ago ^^

17032010 - officially muh 1st work @ an audit firm

will upload some photo wat im doing this week *_*

230310 - Going 2 G-next for an interview to attend a course that held on 10th & 11th of APRIL. Well to my surprise , G-next is beautiful , funky- punky and cheeky - its a DREAMWORLD & Its totally different from what i've been to last time - the old AIA. Now it is a place so called as AIA club house, any agent can bring new clients- new friends to have a chat & relax.

well, this is a theatre - its beautiful

there is a snooker - games - a mini karaOKey

so many leng lui at the comp AREA FB-ing

there is also a mini library as well

After the interview , it takes about 10 minits and YUHOO, i can attend the course which cost RM1200 that fully paid by AIA. U just have to pay RM20 for the registration fees.

240310- After work , BIG GUY fetch me for movie !! - ALICE IN THE WONDERLAND - We went to JL gourmet for dinner ^^ I prefer the herb butter fish , NICE ~

herb grain chicken breast - 17.90 for set

herb butter fish - 17.9 for set

HAHA ~ CAM whore ~ but its blur and too bright ~

SZE in SPEC ~ looks weird ~ looks AV- noted by the BIG GUY- ISH

250310- nothing to do after work , CAM WHORE again ^^

DEGREE convocation 130310

Finally SZE can GRADUATE

Wake up in the morning at 8AM , took my bath and wait for the IMPORTANT CALL from UTAR.

They called at 1045, its from PJ campus , inform me that i need to collect the confirmation of degree letter from PJ by tml after 2pm. AHHHHH!!!! Finally i've passed and got to attend for the convo v my classmate =-=

I wanna thanks to :

My parents I know u all care me a lot, i luv u all

MR LEOW MUACKS - thx for evithing

My classmate T9 T9 rawks owes!!

AUNT ICE Thx for guiding me step by step to appeal for evithing , thx alot =-=

UNCLE K.K.HAN uncle , thx for helping me giving a call to the president of UTAR to further investigate my issue

MR TAY & MY DEAR Thx for everything , the letter and so on , MUACKS!!

MR JEFF Thx for helping me out whenever i ask for help , thx a lot (*_*)

UTAR STUFF ( MR TUAM, MR NG, MR CHUAH, miss yap) Thx for helping me further investigate

and those who support me always

UTAR - speechless

i fail my MORAL subject in the final semester, i sign up appeal for remarks n repeat as well.

During the 2nd mid term exam , the lecturer had lost my paper n given me 0 marks. i approach her n ask did i need to resit or how i get my marks back? its impossible to give me 0 marks as i sit for the test rite? n she insist that there is no need to resit n she will give the marks by herself or she will inform me later , but no reply from her then.

As my final result release , i was inform that i have fail my MORAL , so i immediately called up the lecturer n seek for advice , what should i do and need her to check what marks she had given me for the paper she had lost. On the 11th of jan 2010 , i went down to kl to consult her , she told me that my overall marks for the course work ( 1st test + 2nd test + assignment) is 51/100 . I ask her , did u include the marks that I've lost my paper? she said yes , she ad include it.

on the 21st of jan 2010 , i got my appeals marks and it stated that there is no material error which means my MORAL still FAIL . So, i ask my friend to check with the accounting officer about the 2nd mid term marks of mine in the administration office , but the officer noted that there is no record in their system , n i have to get the result from my lecturer. Therefore, my dad had written a letter to the DEAN and ask for explanation.

The admin stuff called up n ask my dad n me too meet them up on the 23rd of jan 2010. Yst we drove from around 330 to kl n meet them at 10am sharp. we were invited to a meeting rooms in the 6th floor , the parties included r - MR TUAM KWOK CHOON (head of department), MR NG KEAN KOK (deputy dean) and MISS YAP. ERM....where is the DEAN - DR ong seng fook?????

CONVERSATION ON :
* important points oni ya*

MR TUAM : So , what we had read from MR FOO letter , n this is the lecturer reply to ur letter.

{MORAL LECTURER} I've given the student 0 marks as she was ABSENT from the TEST!!!!!!

(WT - I was so ............ excused me? i was absent from the test?? OMG , a moral teacher can tell lies too - wow!!)

SZE HWEI : hhmmm, so this is what the lecturer wrote? i was absent from the test on date 23rd? i start to explain , when i find the lecturer and the lecturer still admit that she had lost my paper n give me marks for her mistake. and now she deny that , and noted that i've absent from the test!!!!!!

MR NG: *hehe* so , there is 2 statement now. one is from u and the other is from the lecturer. So, we have to further investigate as we cannot trust only ur side.

MR TUAM: how come u did not sign for the day 23rd in the attendance list?

SZE HWEI: after i've finish the test . i together v my friends approach the lecturer and ask for the attendance list . The lecturer stated that she had lost the list n we need to sign on the next class which is tml 24th. On the 24th the whole class did not attend as we went down to MELAKA for our class trip.

(From what i can c is , both of them r 'pressing' me to the MAX, they keep on ask me quetion that does not make any sense at all!! They want me to admit , i did not attend the test and i bear all things myself. They ask Q such as :)

1- Whn the lecturer give u ur marks - 51/100 , did u wrote it down ? or u jus listen n memorize it? [ erm , i don't got wat u mean? n wat is the point whether i wrote it down or not? does it make any different or any changes? ]

2- maybe u have wrote error in the test paper n u jus grab the paper n throw it n u 4got to pass up the test paper? [omg , what a silly question is this? u thought i'm standard 1? ]

3- or u really absent from the class and u go n meet up the lecturer by urself and BEG the lecturer to give u marks? [wow, ur possibility of me is getting too OVER - i did attend n sit for the exam and y shud i beg for the marks or pass?]

(There is still lots of Q they ask, honestly i'm very very very dissapointed v the MORAL LECTURER as well as UTAR. U can c the way they handle things and try to cover up everything for their teachers n push everything to the student.)

MR NG : so, u still need to attend the class and we will further over investigation and give u the conclusion in 3 days time.

(I've ask MR NG izit the lost of mid term marks that cause me fail? he say YES!! Now they r considering whether to give me marks or not?)

Honestly , i'm very dissapointed v UTAR, it is so obvious that ur stuff did wrong but u all jus wanna drag my time and force me to attend class n exam for the 2nd time (is this a UTAR CULTURE?). I'm very sad too , cuz i trust the teacher so much, and now u need to protect urself and u twist n turn. CIK NORAZILAH BINTI BUHARI - u r a nice teacher to me , i respect u too but now i cant respect u anymore, u r telling lies without any hesitate and trust me, once u tell lies , u need a thousand lies to cover ur 1st lies. GOOD LUCK!!

I'm wondering, will i get a pass for my MORAL? NOP is the answer , i noe u all won't admit it anymore, push push push to others is the best rite!!! Because of this, no company will hire me as every wed i have to skip for work. ( MR TUAM ask cant the co pay me for one day unpaid leave? well, MR TUAM , if u r the boss will u hire a person which in the situation that i have now- skip every wed?) I have to run back and fort to kl to settle this CRAPS, i have wasted 3 months time and eveything. My mom have heart problem , my dad have high blood pressure, they r mad at me when they found out i fail and the lost of test marks. CAN u guys bear all the consequences that i'm facing right now? If something happens to my parents can u guys bear it?

* I felt sorry to my parents , need them to drive in n out kl to settle my stuff - i know is very tiring & i wanna thanks them for supporting me always *

I jus wan a normal n have my own life

I hate my life . im ad 23 , y shud I still under ur control? I have my own rights now rite , y ?? I juz dun understand. I’ve never enjoy my life for the past 23 years , I still b ur good gurl. I obey every single word of urs, I dun wanna let u worry or start a quarrel so I’ll automatically push all the dates. But, y dun u jus understand my feelings? I need to get some fresh air too. I’m fed up , my time will always b urs n those fucking ppl.

i dun enjoy fetching u all those fucking ppl for nothing ok . everday have to fetch 3 to 4 times per day to grab food and so on , u thought im ur fucking AH SEI r? If is for one or two weeks , i’m fine but this continue for 2 or 3 months ,used ur brain ok. U FUCKING SHYT!!

U all come twice a yr , each time u’ll stay for 2 to 3 month n this means , we gonna have a FUCKING hectic life for half a yr * 3 month + 3 month fetching u guys everyday none stop * , can u jus ask anyone , who can do this continuously for such a long time. U have to understand, u r on holiday but not us , we stil need to work n study.

U noe , ur FUCKING MONKEY son , pls watch out ur mouth , n pls do appreciate wat ppl have did for u. Dun keep condemn this n that- if u r that rich ,why dun u throw ur fucking $$ to the taxi n drove u ?? If u unable to that , pls ZIP up ur mouth!! Dun bullshit v me at here .

The worst part is , after we have done everything u request but u never appreciate it , u jus condemn n condemn. FUCK U!! I’m not born to serve u ok, how about I request everyday what u r requesting rite now n u do it for me? CAN U??

I barely have my own time to rest . This is y I dun like to stay here , I’m tired , really tired – honestly!! Pls let me go……………………..

Get to know yourself better

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Here is my result

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.