ArRive PG

arrive penang at 5pm , thanks to TERRANCE ride. Once i reach home , i have chicken rice and nasi lemak , so damn full now (*_*)

You know who is the most i wanna meet , whose msg i wanna receive when my msg alert beep , whose call i wanna receive when the peerless darlin RANG ?? But i'm so dissapointed , you let me down. So, i gave u a msg , ur msg is juz as cold as i couldn't recognize that it is u who msg me. Ok , fine - if u wanna continue to be like this than its ok for me , i have no words , no comment at all. i'll grant u for what u want.

Around 8pm u juz msg me and say u gonna pass the bag for me and ask for ur mom mooncake mould. THAT'S IT?? yeah , u say u gonna pass by here cause u gonna meet ur friend at CC. OK , and once again - u got what u want.

I think i'm gonna replan everything for me , i dun wanna waste any more time .

I need someone to have a drink v me right now - gonna find my babez now

TIRED

Finally i'm going back penang now ~

I'm tired of seeing others face 'colour' and juz not be myself. Hate that feeling !! Mommy i'm home soon (*_*)

I'm lost

Juz came bek from yam cha . . . SZE HWEI yam cha ?? haha, there is no yam cha in my dictionary. Erm , what can i say - i'm 宅女 , wahaha!! I yam once a while , once a year looooo (*_>) or when my mood is - BAD

I'm confused , i'm in dilemma and i'm lost ! I'm in a real bad bad mood right now , EMO-ING !

Yeah, everytime is my fault , my wrong and yaya me me me , owes me. I'm the one who always create conflict and i'm the one who always say out the word SORRY.

Jus wanna let u know , i'm a gurl , i'm juz a normal gurl like others who also need concern , attention from their loves one. When i'm down , i need care and lurve which mean that we have to adapt to each other n so on- right? Everytime u did something wrong , you wont admit or feel sorry for what u have done. Mayb is not juz only you , this concept apply to every GUYS. You juz ignore , and don't even mention about it . Even thought u know i'm angry or sad , you dun even have the intention to explain or 'TAM' me. The best that you can do is juz let it be and SAID NOTHING - keep QUIET . I hate when someone did something wrong and juz keep quiet and as if there is nothing happen be4. WTF , it makes me more TL.

Sometime i do think , our personality really not similitude. I'm a gurl who need my lurves one to care about me and TAM and tolerate me when i'm angry . I'm dun wish to be the gurl that , u dump aside and said nothing, wait for tomorrow and 4get about what had happen yst . I'm the gurl who accept ppl talk nicely n soft to me , not roughly . You know how i felt when u juz brush off my feeling , u dint even msg or gave me a call or whatever! one word for me , SORENESS ! My heart was like cramp till the max and i juz wanna cry to let myself feel better .

I'm so sorry that i burst it out at here , i jus cant stand it anymore. I do lurve u a lot , but u hurt me a lots too , mayb without ur knowledge ?? It cant deny , u tolerate and lurve me too from what i can feel. Contradictory , from what i see sometime , my notion is that do you really lurve me or...?

Thats y i'm in a dilemma and i'm lost ~ i do appreciate this relationship but now i'm speechless

1 word - BORING

i wanna go bek pg r , but the stupid fucking thesis made me stay at sg long for few days more. Yst i ad FEI whole day for doing nothing at all , sit infront of the comp but have no idea how to used the SPSS application.

ONE WORD - FUCKING SIEN

EXAM OVER

whoo.... i me , ya me sze hwei ad battle for one month for the sake of something so called EXAM. My daily routine time ad mix up, WHAT i mean is everyday i sleep at 5am in the morning and wake up at 12pm in the afternoon. YEAH , u right - i continue this situation for one month plus , GOSH , i'm wondering when i get back PENANG - will my mom still recognize her daughther? Mommy u have a PANDA EYES daughther , cute huh! (*_>)

Finally I've finish my exam , GG again for that subject. I really really hate MANAGEMENT , ish ~ u know what , i never pass this subject be4. I really do put a lot of effort in this paper which it is so famous and it is name as KILLER PAPER ( MADM ) . Every semester , there will be 60% to 80% of failing rate. DAMN it! I dun wish that my name will be in the fucking list. PRAY HARD to get a pass , but its impossible , except there is a miracle . I DO BELIEVE IN MIRACLE , haha!

After exam , should RELAX right so we (classmate) went to ULU LANGAT to have our dinner and celebrate LAPSAP PHUAH + MOU CHAO burfday. We fool around and get bek home around 1. * will update the photo soon *

dAy out v bB

Yst juz finish my 3rd paper which is corporate governance and PUI YEE a pretty babe drop me to find my lao gong , thanks gurl ~ Actually i never plan to visit him , but miss him so........

Its been a few month back since i visit cinema. OUTDATED !! I missed HP , ORPHAN , PROPOSAL and so on . so today we went for a movie name GAMER . I've no idea what movie is that but quiet nice - the future technology is so KENG R . But i hate the cinema at time square , the sound system damn damn CHAN ler. This is the 1st time i went to TS cinema , and i swear this is the last .

After movie , i went for shop shop . As usual , i shop nothing at TS geh .hehe!! But i do get some item (*_*) from NICHI , G&H .

CAMCAM again - my face so round r , ALL is exam fault , eviday eat eat eat n sit sit sit * SWT*

Having our dinner at PAPA JOHN

DENGDENG ~ my 血拼 de outcome

bag for BRO

a pants and flowery ** for me , a shirt for lao gong and a bag for bro = RM 220

STUDY = STRESS

u've been abandoned for nearly 3 week ad (*_*)

exam will start ~ 11th sept till 23rd sept ~

so , i've to cont abandoned u for few more weeks (*_>)

HATE HATE HATE EXAM = stress
= not enough oink oink
= all the words r alien to me

= speechless

+ u ler SZE ~

CG BARED !!!

i've juz receive a phone call.

GURL : i'm calling from UTAR , and i would like to inform u that u r bared from CG and u r required to meet MR TUAM , TAM ( watever ) tml.

Sze : o, ok . erm , can i know how many times i've absent from CG ?

GURL : 2 times for lec and 3 times for tut , the last absent date is 27/7 . By the way , do u know who is MR TUAM ?

Sze : nop, anyway how to spell his name? and where should i meet him?

GURL : Tml u jus come to M floor and we'll take u there. The times is between 10 to 12pm.

Sze : ok , thanks.

gege @-@' ~ speechless!! OMG , im bared from CG !! This is my 1st time and i swear this is the last!! Better think of GOOD reason to 'PRESENT' to MR TUAM tml . SWT.

许雅慧

i've finish my movie - 难兄烂弟 in 2 days~ 2 DAYS r!! i've found out this gurl 许雅慧 , she act as YONG QUAN sis ZHI MEI . 她真定很有气质 ，美 ！！

This is her blog : http://xuyahui.blogspot.com

现实 x 简单

In d past , i dun blieve what others comment abt u. After i've gone thru it , now only i realize this is the real u. U r good ACTING , INFLUENCE-ING , 博同情 , create conflict among friends - u're the best.

DAmn , u really r a PERFECT POKER FACE !! U do deserve a trophy of it !

Don't trust anyone , everyone lies = 不要把现实看得太简单